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Just bringing some Spring:)

So you know how Taylor Swift is the face of Covergirl and Emma Watson is the new face of Lancome, well I should be the face of failure. Yup, that's me. A nice closeup of me plastered all over the walls of success, with me being the contradicting failure. It's not good, not at all. I've actually been quite disappointed with myself lately, like always though, and I think when I get really fed up, I just take to the blog to let it all out. (Though I should do it daily if I ever want to go some place with my life)
All you ladies out there, this week especially was so unproductive because mother nature decided to drop off her monthly (for me 3- weekly) gift. It's absolutely torturous. This week I had it by far the worst I ever had and literally crawled into a hole (my bed) and could just not get out until it was over. But that is so past the point. Besides for that, Lent started. Probably one of the most depressing times of the liturgical year. Church is miserable, everyone is miserable, but then Easter comes and it's beyond worth it. I've made my daily sacrifice of food, which I've already found exceptions, because I am just so very sad. It also partners with the imaginary diet I'm on. Yeah, go Special K all day long!
Luckily, this week hasn't been all that bad, the television was phenomenal. I watch very little television but I do watch Pretty Little Liars and Glee and I was blown away this week. (I think I'm in love with Darren Criss from glee, save me) OKAY. I'm rambling again, which is probably why no one reads these, or because I'm just a horrific writer, or because my camera is still broken and I've neglected to get a new lens. Shame on me. Blah Blah Blah.


But what really managed to get me down this week was Japan. It seems as if things have been constantly happening lately. Catastrophes after catastrophes that seem to be only caused by God. By no means do I mean to sound like one of those crazy people at the moment, but what if it's really a sign? You know, the whole Noah's Ark stuff. What if God is just saying, can we please stop focusing on Charlie Sheen (just throwing that in there) and start focusing on what actually matters in life. Lately, as countries we only seem to be talking about things that have to do with money. Actually, lately this whole world revolves around money. Of course, money is necessary to survival and it enables us to be content, but it seems as if we all let money consume us. (I'm not talking about every single person, but most of the world.) I know for a fact if money wasn't such a big issue, my parents probably would of worked through their divorce. It always comes down to money. Green pieces of paper(cotton or whatever if you want to get technical), that don't have a meaning, they don't make us feel anything, any emotion, they just dampen our logic and weaken our morals. As children we grow up desiring money, not happiness. Celebrities flaunt it, politicians seem to have it, and then there's all those that don't, where do they fall? All I'm saying is that maybe these disasters are wake up calls. Testing on how we work together as a world, as a country, and as people. We seem to forget that we're all sailing the same ship. We all live lives that challenge us everyday, the thing that makes them difficult though, is the fact that we cant work cohesively to fight off hardships while overcoming them. The greatest tools we were given were each other, it's about time we read the directions on how to use them.
Things happen for reasons, we're so blinded sometimes that we can't even see deeper into them. Sure we all have our own problems, but they help to weave a bigger basket of problems shared with all those similar to us, helping each other is the only way to empty it. I know I can't wake up in the morning without an alarm clock, God knows we can't without one either. We just really need to stop hitting the snooze button.

Pray,
Isabelle

PS- Much ideas are circulating through my head, many more posts to hopefully come, key word= hopefully. Plus, I need to vent about a special person. I missed writing dearly, and whomever reads:p
I WANT SPRING, AND I WANT MY CAMERA, AND I WANT YOU. hehee, jokes. :)