As I Watched Their Feet Disappear..

Today was a day filled with no inspiration. Actually, there was a lot of things present that could inspire me, I just couldn't put them into words. Before I start off with my usual ramble about a random topic, I just want to say how proud I am of myself. (Yes, I know, quite strange to be gloating so much.) I'm proud because I haven't broken my promise about writing daily. Of course, it's only the second day, but hey, it's a start! I'm usually a terrible promise keeper. Not because I don't like to keep promises, but because things make it almost impossible to keep some promises. This one I'm definitely going to try to keep. Anyways, enough with my pointless self-reflection, time for my topic. Endings.
Oh Boy! Aren't endings terrifying? Sometimes you wish and wish for them to come and then when they do, they hit you square in the face, beyond unexpected. Be careful what you wish for because wishes really do come true. (Most of the time it's the negative wishes that do come true, but then again, that's just from my negative observations.) I think the human mind and heart takes so many things for granted, and then when they're gone, we don't know what to do with ourselves. I wish I could always remember what I write because it would truly help me throughout life, instead, I push my writings to the back of my head and just become the same ignorant person that makes bad choices. I never learn. Going off topic again. Back on track, ending really are frightening. I can't imagine all the great things in my life at the moment coming to an end. It's so depressing to even imagine it. All the things I love, all the people I love, all of those things ending. It worries me inside. I even cry thinking about it sometimes, but then I realize, what's the point of wasting my time that I could be spending with them, worrying about when they are going to leave? You have to appreciate what you have when you have it, not after it's gone. It really is worth it in the end, to have lived your good moments well than rather to have forgotten about them because you worried too much about loosing them. So look at your life and the good things you have in it. Understand that they will have to come to an end, but instead of getting upset, cherish them while you can.
Stay in the moment. <3