My Odd Proposition.

So, I decided that my spontaneous writing about random things without an explanation is getting old. Why can't I be like a normal blog and tell about my day-to-day activities or choose a topic from the beginning and just write about that? I have no idea. My mindset is off at the moment. Probably just because it's summer. So, I decided once September hits, that's when I'll start writing controllably. Every day, I'll write about things that actually happen (of course they will have to be significant things, and the moral of why I'm writing it all will come at the end.) That should be much easier to follow and more organized for me. One of my goals for this year, since I have the organizational skills of a cat. (I looked it up, supposedly they're very messy!) Wow, I'm weird. I guess you haven't learned that about me through my writing yet. I feel like I sound so intellectual on these things. I just want to sound normal, average, so you can understand where I'm coming from and grasp what Im saying. Back to my point. I need a place to record my ideas and my feelings and this is the perfect place. I just feel it needs to be more organized. So September= beginning of organization. Since I also write poems and strange things like that on here, those are reserved for fridays. Hopefully I won't be too busy and miss writing. I hate when I don't write, or do something with my life. I was talking to my friend the other day and she said "I just feel like I'm wasting away my life." So, yea, I'm young, but I still need to be active and take charge of my life, and when I get older, hopefully it will all pay off. Or it can just be a waste and I'm going to regret being so on top of myself. But hey, I'm trying to stay positive. My life is bipolar, if I haven't said it before. It's sad, then happy, busy, then boring. I should be the next Miley Cyrus, you know, having the best of both worlds and everything. (Haha, I should work on my sense of humor too, shouldn't I?) Update: My new obsession is the reality show on HBO- Hard Knocks. It follows around the New York Jets football team. I absolutely love the Jets. (Don't stop reading if you don't like the jets!) I've written enough to bore you for a year. Have a good day!