“Enjoy life. This is not a dress rehearsal.”

So guess what? I totally neglected my blog for almost two weeks. Okay, maybe a week, but still feel like eternity to me.
Update: I love life! Wow, I sound like one of those overly enthusiastic people who are always happy and you wonder why and sometimes you just feel like punching them in the face. However, I sincerely promise I'm not one of those people. It blows my mind that they have the energy to always be so peppy and upbeat. I do apologize, because this long postponed post is not about that. It's about how if you're persistent, the whole world could be yours. I'm going to be honest, last year wasn't the best year. Granted, it wasn't terrible, but I wasn't as, hmm, ecstatic as I usually am. In terms of years, I mean school years, because that's how I keep track of time in my life. Well, I wanted this one to be amazing. I wanted to smile genuinely and make other people smile which I rarely do. Last year I was a rock. Seriously, I had no emotions and I probably brought down the world around me, but I'm determined to become like, let's see, a pillow! Yeah, that's much softer. So I prayed constantly. For everything I possibly could. It almost came to a point where I wanted to stop trying, where I grew weary, but then I heard a story. If you get weary in prayer, no matter what religion, who you believe in, you won't get an answer. Being persistent, optimistic, and adamant when it comes to what you hope for, eventually, you'll be granted all you need and more. I realized that it doesn't matter what you believe in. We are all connected under the same stars and all of us can't survive without that one thing we believe in, so what is the difference in how we believe in it. If our "ruler" let's go with that for who we all believe in, wanted us to be the same, he would of created us all the same. That would of been conformity though and we would never have gotten the chance to experience life from other people's eyes. In the end, it comes down to us learning how to ask for want we need. To be humble and admit we need it and we need some powerful source to supply it, because we ourselves are lost. Hoping for the answer and never getting tired of asking for it, is what will bring it to you. I learned that and my whole life is slowly, but surely, turning around. I'm feeling good about doing good and everyone in my life is happy with me finally. The only thing left I could ask for, is that you feel the same way. So please, be open to asking because we all ask and if we ask correctly, we all will receive.
Well I love you all who take time to read this, if you do, and I'm praying for you, that all of you connected with me under the same stars may be feeling just as happy and if not, soon you will be. <3