Haha I'm sorry, but I had to add him on my blog. He's one of my favorite people, seems so sweet! I desire to meet him so bad! He's Mark Sanchez, NY Jets quarterback. I have so much faith in him and I'm so proud! He's doing well lately!
Back to blogging: Save Me! Okay, yes that's a bit over exaggerating, but seriously, decisions are tough!
I'm the absolute worse with choices. I can stare at a menu for hours and never find a decent choice. I just find everything to be either really good or really bad. Tonight, I couldn't decide between wanting graham crackers or strawberries! I need major therapy. Just kidding, writing is where I spill my heart out.
That is probably the quality about me which brings me down a tad too much to my liking.
Now, I'm faced with the choice that could effect my entire life. My future. College. Everything. Ahhhh. That's all I want to do is scream! I have to choose what school I would like to attend next year. So many of the choices are ideal but I can only go to one and I have a lot of thinking to do. It's hard, being separated form my friends and being taken out of my comfort zone. Little by little I have to peel away the variables and find which choice ends up with the least amount of cons. (Notice how I didn't say the most amount on pros?) I know I have to do what's right for me and I'm praying excessively that I will make the right choice. One month my friend. That's all the time I have to choose.
So, in the meantime, Kid Cudi, frozen yogurt, juicystar07, World of Jenks, and Mockingjay have been my stress relievers. It seems as if every person I see talks to me about my choices. I just want a break. Some serene time to think. Ha, like that's going to happen! My parent's are being a lot better lately though. Mentioning it less and calming me more. Their great, even though I neglect to tell them that. Just hopefully, after everything calms down, they'll realize how amazing parents they are. Though they may not win the award for the best examples, they are the best parents. At least for me and no matter how many mistakes they make, I love them to death. I'm such a good actress though. I portray the part of a daughter who is so unappreciative. I feel guilty though and hopefully after all the stress they'll realize I'm beyond grateful.
So if any of you have choices, if anyone reads, which I wish people did, tell me about it! It's great to know you're not alone.:)
Hope you enjoyed this strange post hahaha. Have a great weekend!
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