“An inordinate passion for pleasure is the secret of remaining young”

My initial thought was to not right today. That was only because I'm delusional and the heat is messing with my hormones and playing a very big toll on my emotions. At least that's the excuse I came up with for my desire of not wanting to write. Instead, I chose to write anyway because it, in a strange sense, is my therapy. A blank page is my best friend. It will listen to anything I have to say and never does it disagree with me nor have anything negative to say. So it's time to talk to my best friend again. Lately life has been boring, uneventful. I can't stand it. Youth is when you are supposed to experience everything. Make mistakes, learn from them. Do things adults aren't fond of but you understand that it just makes you more experienced on the course of life. Go to a variety of different places and see things that amaze you. When you become an adult, things become much less phasing as I can tell. When I look into the eyes of adults, I see stress and dullness. When i look into eyes of people close to my age I see happiness, ignorance, and curiosity. I am failing. Failing my generation. (Haha) So, as my summer vow, I will experience life with open eyes and smile. Smile. Smile. Smile. Laugh. And do everything in between. So please jon me before our eyes fade from vibrant to dull. <3