Okay, so being sick can be a positive thing sometimes. Even though I feel like crap, honestly that's the best way to explain it, I found time to write! This has been such a busy September. You know when you have no free time and yet your life is still boring? Well not to be boring myself, but that's pretty much my life. If I were to update you on my day-to-day life than most likely this would be a very bland blog.
First off, I haven't had something to write about in quite sometime.
Second off, after the month of October ends, even though it hasn't even started, I hope to have a lot more free time to do the stuff I love.
Here's an update on me though: I'm not my depressed yet optimistic person I was before.
I'm much happier, I mean we all have sad moment but that's life. I've become MUCH more optimistic and have been attempting to do all I can to just enjoy myself. It's so stupid to let irrelevant things bring you down. I'm young, very young, I have my whole entire life ahead of me! I still don't even know what I want to be! I can't neglect being happy just so I can be sad because it makes me feel more assured. It reminds me of one of the most truthful quotes "most people would rather be miserable than risk being happy." That's entirely true. It's time to start taking risks, adrenaline rushes, and making mistakes. That's why we were put here. to go through every emotion possible and figure out which one is the best for us. The majority of us, including me, pretend that we are sad so we can be pity or pity ourselves! It's ridiculous and I'm glad that I'm figuring out what emotions feel right for me. I want everyone else to know that they don't have to portray someone of sadness. One of my best friends has lost the sparks in her, that made me want to initially be her friend, because some stupid predicament is holding her back. She's content knowing that shes upset, rather than keeping an open mind and getting over it. I'm trying my hardest to help her, because I helped myself and I can say that I am truly happy. That's all that matters to me right now. I'm content with me, maybe someday more blessings will come but for now I'm absolutely filled with the joy of just living. Stop being certain you're sad! Get happy. I hope I don't bore you, but have an amazing day.
Lots of love to anyone that reads, you make writing worth it!
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